Teardrop EP, by Synical

Teardrop EP

by Synical

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1.	Here I Am 04:29	lyrics	buy track
can you see the darkness surrounding me can you see all the haters hounding me it’s the crux of the game i’m going insane i’m gonna get my 15 minutes of fame i’m on a 3 right now that’s pretty tame hang on fuck the fucking rhymes i’d rather speak clear but without child play if you want clout don’t jump on my name i’m lowered into my grave when i go to sleep i can feel the pain when i jump in the deep end i’m going insane again again and again i’m repeating shit, ain’t that a quote want me to leave, you need to make a vote i wanna be an idol for my sis and my brother my aunts a bitch, i don’t trust her she’s trying to snitch my mum, i sussed her i ain’t gonna lie but she’s tryna bust her i’m the one rapper who doesn’t keep doing same shit but people still complain all of my music is sameish i’m about to find, seek and make my fame niche i don’t care about you if you’re seen as two faced my friends are gonna care again, guess who’s too fake you think my musical style is already dying? if you think i’m even close to ending, you lying to yourself, selfish prick i’m making songs like one two, they flying quick if you want depressed, happy, angry take your pick watch for the lyrics, you’ll enjoy them don’t annotate them tho, you’ll soil them if you wanna hear the music, you better be listening if you wanna see my side of the story, envision them these rappers wonder how i’m doing well, i be quizzing them if you wanna join syn gang i’m enlisting them i forgot i’m still doing rhymes but it don’t matter listen to the next verse, it’s always the latt i’m rising to the top on only a step ladder HOOK I’m making songs every day it’s my mission i see it all clearly now i’m gaining vision cutting through my pain like an incision if you want rap here i am if you want pain here i am if you want fame here i am if you want good music here i am here i am here i am if you want good music here i am here i am here i am sometimes i feel like im in a cyclone with no place where i can call my home my home is my headspace, call it insanity people prefer the lies rather than vanity take your name out my mouth i ain’t a cavity i bring bad people around me like i’m gravity if you want to bring homies to play you can you can’t bring fakes tho, there’s a ban i’m going so far back i’m hating a kid called ha wasn’t gonna bait him out there if you wanna hear my life story take a chair if you wanna listen to my life there’s a fare people see me and they sit and stare but i don’t fucking care i’m making music for people who are hurt who others see as fucking dirt the outsider, the kid in the corner other rappers are dying but i’m not a mourner my songs so fire you be in a sauna if you want a new ep, i got a treat for ya not gonna lie but i’m a bit worn out see through like i’m too transparent people hear me and they think it’s bad but in reality it’s the best shit they’ll ever hear because it’s true, it’s made of a tear wanna know what the things i most fear that no one will support me that no one will be there for me that everyone will turn there back on me i fear that i’ll die before i do what i love i fear that i’ll die before i make the top i fear not buying a car or a house i fear my music will turn sour i’m thinking of music almost every hour i fear i’ll have to jump off atower but the thing that keeps me alive isn’t what i love or what i strive it’s the idea people who bullied me will start to love me when they see me big that’s the thing i love most about life Hook
2.	Broken 02:22	lyrics	buy track
I'm in a really bad place I wanna escape but I can't that's just the case all of your pain could be brought by one face I can't get famous when I can't get the taste if I don't get anywhere my talent is a waste I look around and I'm losing my mind you can't lose what you never find I regret all my shitty decisions, I'm sorry I wake up and I'm in a state of melancholy I need a safe place, I'm emotionally broken I need a therapist, but I'm not emotionally spoken I shut all the people I love out to be safe cut off everyone I call it a failsafe people wanna help but there's nothing to save I'm always trapped in my cage I wanna cry when I walk up on stage I shouldn't be feeling like this at my age Throw my ashes away when Im gone I don't feel like it'll be very long I'm just telling the truth on this song we were broken foundations from the start Don't let me in your legs let me in your heart but you play around me like go kart you tell me you love me but don't prove it well you either tell me or i lose it I used to listen to go through the pain but now I write to stay fucking sane I'm split off into my own little bubble I can't help it when I see myself as a double no one hears me when I say I suffer I don't want a friend I want my mother but she prefers spending time with another he broke up our family I still haven't dealt with the gravity of that situation if I could fix things I would with no hesitation Ive been broken mentally since my creation I don't know what path to follow I feel so fucking hollow I wanna suffer but without the sorrow you got any happiness I could borrow people see me and see my corruption I need drugs just to function I'm sorry but this is my junction Im so closed off from my whole world I spent a whole year just tryna find girls I'm stuck in the UK only with my dream I'm sitting writing losing my steam I don't know where to go from here where to go downhill from here do I make happy songs and get paid do I make sad songs and sit where I stayed I just wanna do what makes me special I'm sorry I'm just going fucking mental I'm xxxtentacion without the excuse but I suffered the same abuse both mental and physical my emotion is more lyrical I got a £500 mirror, that's cool but money doesn't help when youre dead inside you can run from pain but you can't hide you can love yourself but feel the soul crushing but now I'm slowing down music I aint rushing
3.	Alone 03:41	lyrics	buy track
you already know it’s a recreation let’s do this i’ve been sent to my grave i spend all my time trying to save others lives that i forgot my own i forgot that i’m all alone the people i love most leave but wait till i begin to achieve i’ll make them all regret their choice “you don’t have a rappers voice” but i have the flow, that’s enough right i’m so far gone i’m out of sight i deleted all my music to feel good but i don’t know if that’s good enough all these decisions are tough i’m not ready to be an adult and grow up i’m so under pressure i’m gonna blow up i can’t wait till my music blows up but i’m so i’ll i’m gonna throw up if my music is my vent and i can’t make it big am i just talking to no one or am i alone again i’m alone again the cuts too deep but there’s no blood what is life if there isn’t any trust what is love if all there is is lust i’ve never really been that fussed i always fine someone new who can’t accept me and you i’ve been staring at myself for days if you love me, he stays i can’t get rid of him until i suddenly begin i’ve been living a life of sin someone notify my next of kin i love my family but they broke me i love my friends but they hate me you can’t just sit and forsake me all of them are selfish you know it it doesn’t matter how you view it you’re better than them, they’ll see but you’re useless when you’re me take a hit, take a punch, take a loss but you’ll take it all at what cost making songs no one will hear no one will see when you cry the tear they only hear the past speaking they can’t help when it’s too late you can’t speak to anyone, it’s a long wait you can’t trust no one not even your mate how much does that really say about you and who you love because truth is you’re alone with only me and once you begin to see your life will be better write down you letter because the voices get louder and the music gets sadder no ones hearing your voice you haven’t got a choice who’s gonna show up to the funeral because no one truly loves you unruly i know it’s a bit of cruelty but the truth hurts life is a true curse spit another verse cry another tune make people listen once but that’s it, then write some more yeah the truth really is sore you’re torn apart you want to restart you haven’t got the heart you take risks or die trying the voices in your head, is never lying HoOk if i’m a flawed boy from the start does it matter what’s inside my heart because i’ll always fail i’m always on the tail of following others successes well i want to be a successor i want to be a confessor of my sins and who ive killed i want some gaps to be filled i’ve been making songs yet running from the past i knew the pain would catch up, i couldn’t last without it, it’s what makes me powerful but my music is distasteful i won’t be shared, no one has cared but no one even dares to help me when they care because it’s effort and takes time well if i die that’ll be your crime lord give me a sign if i’m gonna die let me know if i’m gonna cry let me go because life is pain but so is death i’m guessing this is a test of my patience and creativity but i just want stability to have the ability to lose my fragility when it comes to dealing with others when it comes to dealing with lovers because they’ve all been fighters because they’ve all wanted to fight us all i do is speak about my thoughts but that ain’t enough when you cry every time you write a track then you can’t take it all back because it’s out there for the world to see your weakness, there’s no strength in a 10 man race, i’m eleventh life is good but pain feels better because without pain we can’t be better
4.	Bring Me Pain 03:12	lyrics	buy track
free for profit xxxtentacion sad? tobiass (0:40) if i could change things i wouldn’t do it the world is pain, that’s just how i view it making too many sad songs gonna make me lose it i was stuck in a cycle of pain and happiness i spent so much of my time to invest i love my family but only the close ones now i’m calculating my sums of my chances of making my mum proud i’m spending all my time being too loud making songs, rapping loud and crying too some of the people who say they love you are the ones who betray in the end the people who say they are your friend I wish i could but i can’t defend if you were here still i wish i’d make you happy you can’t stay that mad at me i’m sorry i’m just on the brink of insanity you were one of the only people to accept me everyone sees to be happy except me there’s tears on my face i can’t take it these lyrics i’m writing you can’t fake it when i go out of social they can’t say it because why tell someone when you hate them why tell someone when you wanna upstage them why tell someone you’re afraid of them because truth hurts but lies hurt more if you wanna leave close the door because you’re letting in new people who hurt me and you you can’t lie you know it’s true i don’t want to make music that seems fake it’s time for my god to forsake me for being a sinner i’m eating my soul for my dinner (smile for the camera) i’m not a grinner Hook (1:50) can you hear the silence can you here the pain can you hear the silence of the pain i’m already insane i’m sounding vain bring me pain verse 2 (2:05) i spend 5 hours crying i spend 5 messages lying i’m pushed to do what others want but i should put myself at first you know how i’m already cursed i’m already being outversed by myself, as all my songs get worse i feel like i’m dead, buy me a hearse (can you hear the silence) the silence of pain is blurring me the truth of pain is turning me into someone i hate, that isn’t me when i look in the mirror all i see is a man who’s turned boring i’m not even good enough for norfolk touring because i’m rushing out to fast rapping songs about my past like i’m the first one to do that but i’m far from the beginner i’m far from the only winner i’m a ghostboy but scared of everyone who i meet fearing ill become obsolete in my existence i’m trying to have persistence at this musical career but i’m just taken over by fear i can’t look at my own reflection the only people who helped me were family but even they are now doubting me i’m a human infection as i’m infecting all people i meet i fear i’ll become obsolete (obsolete)
5.	Therapy 02:59	lyrics	buy track
Verse 0:30 i hurt people i love that’s my one biggest regret (dont get upset, it was hard i bet why are you here, what’s your intent) i’m just here to fucking vent i never believed in talking to strangers sorry it’s all so strange just i can’t talk about my emotion to others i can’t talk about pain caused by past lovers woah i’ve been here for 17 years means i’ve cried 17000 tears i’ve never believed in therapy but all of this is just tearing me apart from inside, one time i cried i laid down on the floor, in the corner (that sounds terrible, i’m sorry for ya) i’m sorry for me too, but it’s true you know you can’t be red when you blue (what do you want in life) i want a mansion with a great view but it doesn’t seem like it’ll come true my pain is what makes me, but it also takes from me it takes my trust, my life it makes daily life hard i feel so weak like i’m made of card and i’m stuck in my own head i’m so close to being dead (Hook) 1;15 i need therapy i need therapy it’s all tearing at me i need therapy i need thearpy my lyrics are scaring me my music is scaring me Verse 2 1:45 When i sleep all i hear are cries i see the world as a reflection, all lies smoke and mirrors, i’m in the spotlight i’m waiting to hold back but i can’t fight what is inside of me and what’s eating i’m taking it all in like an emotional beating (what do you think you could be) i don’t know, i can barely see myself in the next 10 minutes i just want people to envision this a kid who’s told he’s gonna be academic but now i’m seen as an epidemic i see pain and i’m tempted i see pain and i’m invested i wish harm upon myself so i can be more emotional it’s like i’m burning myself with propanol i’m either here now or not at all my family believes i’m strong but i’m not at all they see me as mature, but i’m stuck as young i’m trying to find the words but i bite my tongue i see talking as a sign of weakness but it’s meant to be the best way to handle the pain in my life without burning out like a candle (are you sure you’re ready) i’m as ready as i’ll ever be i can’t wait till all the people start to see that i’m making this musical therapy
6.	Lover 02:41	lyrics	buy track
0:23 I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE what i want to do you can have love or freedom to be you but you can’t have both that’s true you can’t be in love and ball out with the crew i know i made a promise but it’s all gonna make me vomit you can try but you won’t stop in leaving everyone to learn my lesson i don’t know it’s an idea i’m testing i’m sorry for your investing of our time i know leaving you all behind is a crime i’m not meant to be happy, it’s my curse i’m meant to be sad in almost every verse if i’m not sad i’m lying to all listeners i hope when i die i get no visitors hope no one is going to visit us everyone is gonna twist us no one wants to enlist us the voice in my head has been since you left i can feel the heart falling out my chest no one will fill the hole i just wanna let go but it’s to hard to do it’s easier to hate than to love it’s easier to love than to be true it’s easier to hide than be in view because when the spotlight drops we can all be free but until then, wait to see hook 1:10 if love is my passion then all i’m doing is crashing bring pain bring the suffer it’s all gonna get tougher i’m not a lover 1:32 we feed off pain of other people we consume our pain but hate when others hate on us people love to hate but hate to be hated on they follow their dreams and get shit on they see someone else and then shit on them they rate everything a 9/10 they say no ones perfect but expect perfection i need some truth detection because everyone lies to my face people say they love me but it ain’t the case they see me rapping and want to race to the top, saying they did it first but they didn’t realise rapping is cursed no one respects you no matter what style no one even cares if you’re the next 8 mile they’re not your friends they ain’t here to help they’re just to here to destroy you and leave you broken they prefer some words to be left unspoken so when someone hates on you, envoke them because i need some space and time alone i need to find my place i call home watch their walls fall, and what them cry and then when you’re happy, you can die